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kozar

(2,910 posts)
Sun Apr 11, 2021, 01:54 PM Apr 2021

Update time

Well, the battle continues. I have not remained perfect. Not anywhere near I was last October when I went to rehab. Been a tough few weeks, MrsK has been very quiet and withdrawn and angry. The other day I was helping neighbors out and his wife says to me” LilBit( my handicapped daughter) and your cat are outside”. V I ran over, expecting the worse, but Mrs sitting at computer totally zoned out. I asked if she was alright and did she know where LilBit was she answered no why? I told her where she was. 15 ft away from where your sitting but outside, cat is gone, didn’t you hear the door open? Blank stare returned. Yesterday Mrs was so angry. Shaking angry, snapping at me , LilBit,cat, and arguing with people on FB. I asked her what’s wrong? She just looked at me and started crying and said. I don’t know, help me.
So no sleep last night. Hard for me to tell her I don’t what do , except make a phone call most of us here had to make.
I’m so proud of her today! I had a few drinks these past few weeks. I failed all of us. Out of last 215 days I drank on 6 days within last 3weeks. I’m not perfect I failed. But for first time since I made my call for help last Oct12,, I have some real hope. I think I’m gonna get my most important team mate back.


Koz

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Update time (Original Post) kozar Apr 2021 OP
... alwaysinasnit Apr 2021 #1
Ty kozar Apr 2021 #3
Hi K! SheltieLover Apr 2021 #2
Well hi. kozar Apr 2021 #4
All ok here, except I'm still in TN. SheltieLover Apr 2021 #5
Mrs has both kozar Apr 2021 #7
Congrats! SheltieLover Apr 2021 #9
Not being perfect, nobody is.. mountain grammy Apr 2021 #6
True words. Ty kozar Apr 2021 #8
Never give up is all I've got to say Bristlecone Apr 2021 #10
Trying is a success... a lot more than a lot of people do! Karadeniz Apr 2021 #11
Hope, and "Not Giving Up" Answers to lots of problems... Stuart G Apr 2021 #12
We make lots of ..mistakes....and that is why they put erasers on pencils..AND Stuart G Apr 2021 #13

kozar

(2,910 posts)
4. Well hi.
Sun Apr 11, 2021, 02:35 PM
Apr 2021

I could share some Fla stories with ya friend!! Hoping you are well. I was very too happy here reading the weather reports in Tn!!! Lol

Koz

SheltieLover

(59,808 posts)
5. All ok here, except I'm still in TN.
Sun Apr 11, 2021, 03:20 PM
Apr 2021


Got both Pfizers though. They are begging people to get vaccinated here.

Did you, Mrs. & daughter get vaxes?

Bristlecone

(10,512 posts)
10. Never give up is all I've got to say
Sun Apr 11, 2021, 06:54 PM
Apr 2021

My dad quit drinking 30+ years ago and his advice to me was don't ever give up.

It's not easy, and you probably beat yourself up more than anyone else would.

I tried to quit so many times I lost count. I ended up getting help and have stayed sober since (10 years at the end of '21 if I keep it up).

I hope best for you.


Stuart G

(38,726 posts)
12. Hope, and "Not Giving Up" Answers to lots of problems...
Tue Apr 13, 2021, 10:11 AM
Apr 2021

...One of the worst things in life, are thoughts "it should be easy"................
.....It ain't easy, if it were easy..........it would be ....."EASY".........

ONE MORE TIME....."It ain't easy"

....I remember attending a competition where I sat in the stands and watched the runners run a ....
...."Marathon"...and it looked so easy...Afterwards, I tried to run a ..."mile" ..& I couldn't get even to
a city block or about 600 feet without running out of breath..I didn't realize how difficult that would
be..

...Try again...It ain't easy...but don't give up hope... Often times "changing behavior" is the hardest thing we ever do.

Stuart G

(38,726 posts)
13. We make lots of ..mistakes....and that is why they put erasers on pencils..AND
Sat Apr 17, 2021, 10:21 AM
Apr 2021

...I noticed that there is a delete key on the computer.....(something called a back space, is that correct?)
When I hit the ...back space key...I delete the letter or the word..There are lots of other ways to
delete stuff on a computer...even something called...........spell check...............yes, I use that one
very often...
...

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