Remote viewing and premonitions

[darkangel218]

This morning, even tired, I tried a session of remote viewing. I usually write the subjects on little pieces of paper, after which I shuffle them and pick one with my eyes closed and concentrate on it.
This morning I had 3 subjects. My current relationship, my spiritual path and my death.
I picked a paper and I begin receiving the information. I felt peace. I could smell the bed sheet detergent. Not much else.
Sure enough after I opened the paper, it was my death.
Well at least I know I won't be in much pain when time comes.

2 days ago I had a very vivid, emotional dream , which came true 2 days later. Came true in detail , even tone of voice. Lol. So much for dreams are just dreams.
I encourage everyone to pay attention to their dreams, especially the very emotional ones. Chances are they're premonitions not just "dreams".

[Myrina]

1. I have a recurrent dream.

Same dream, same 'characters' (I sneak into an ex's house uninvited, during a party, and he finds me. We don't fight/argue or 'make up' ... it usually ends shortly after we come face to face).

They happen randomly - I can't discern a pattern of day-stimulus that would trigger it. This has been going on for over 5 years (we broke up in 2006).

Any thoughts?

[darkangel218]

2. Tell me more. How does the dream end? what do you feel ?

[Myrina]

3. Well ...

... they used to end with me in a panic that he saw me & trying to leave before a confrontation with him. It's usually a 'cocktail party' atmosphere at his house, various people around that I don't know.

In last night's dream, oddly, I recall saying "I used to have dreams about this happening and now it's really happening" when he approached me.

So now they've evolved to the point where he and I actually speak to each other. Although I don't remember specific parts of the conversation other than that snippet from last night, I do feel that it's neither an argument nor a "make up" ...

When I wake up I usually feel confused - like 'why am I having this dream again?'

[darkangel218]

4. Usually premonition dreams are pretty straight forward.

There is no interpretation, they just come true. You may it may not get back with him, hut you will see him and talk to him soon. I don't know if readings are allowed in this group , but I did a reading on you, and your ex seemed very far from you at this present moment. However, he is thinking of you and longing for you.
This is what I see, and I'm usually right.

[Myrina]

5. Fascinating, thank you.

I ruined us, not once but twice. And if I were him, I'd be pretty leery of "going there" again ... I truly was crazy but didn't know why. That said, I've dealt with my issues in therapy and probably owe him an apology - if not an explanation (not sure he'd be interested) - but I almost feel like it's one of those things where it gets 'too broken to fix', and neither of us are spring chickens anymore (he's 55, I'm 46). I would at least like to try to be friends with him (not sure I could be 'just friends' though.)

He knows where to find me. I wish he knew that I wanted him to.

[darkangel218]

6. No. You didnt ruine anything.

You sought balance and happiness, something he wasn't ready to give. Now he misses you. Thats what I get from my reading. He does not blame you , just misses you. Please allow Time to do its thing. You will talk to your ex soon. I see its not face to face though.. it could be online or on phone.

[Myrina]

7. LOL, I sought control. He's the 'balanced' one. Almost freakishly calm.

... long story short, I'm what's classified as an 'adult child of an alcoholic' and try to control things as a means of self preservation.

When surprises/rejections happen, I flash back & get thrown off-kilter ... and both of our break ups were because he did or said something that triggered me. I've never met anyone like him before (or since) & the connection (mental) was like ... BAM! Eventually the physical attraction was just as intense & a (perceived) 'surprise rejection' was more than my little mind could handle.

It wasn't really even HIM I was lashing out at: it was 35 years of neglect, rejection and being out of control of my surroundings. It took the therapy to realize that.

Re: your PM - his initials are MSB. Close?

[darkangel218]

8. I will pm you.