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Not angry at anyone or anything in particular, just angry at EVERYONE and EVERYTHING in general. Angry at the world and everyone in it who is acting like everything is just the same as usual, when in actuality, NOTHING is the same as usual. Outwardly calm but seething with rage underneath.
It hit me all of a sudden this afternon, when I got frustrated because I couldn't find the place I was trying to find. I can usually take things like that in stride, but this time, I went from "Where the heck is this place?" to "FUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!" 
like someone had suddenly flipped a switch in my brain.
Fortunately, I've been able to avoid spilling over on other people so far. I really don't want to take out my frustration on others or add to anyone else's pain. It's hard, though. I think I need to go look at some goofy cat memes or videos of animals doing silly things. Yes, that sounds like just the ticket!
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