Today is the anniversary of my sister's death. My brother is coming over for dinner

[Siwsan]

We'll drink a toast to her.

Tomorrow I start therapy, again, to try and come to terms with her death, among other unresolved issues. Survivor guilt is a never ending pain. She had so much more to offer than I ever will. The fates are cruel.

Anyway, I've put off getting serious about dealing with these issues for far too long. Hopefully I don't turn into a human emotion volcano. I'll take my medications before I go.

[blm]

1. ((Siwsan))

[BittyJenkins]

2. It is totally ok to be a volcano

I have been there, it is the beginning

[OldBaldy1701E]

9. I agree.

Far better to let it out as opposed to letting it eat you from the inside.

[Rebl2]

10. So very true

Sending you hugs and peace Siwsan.

[irisblue]

3. ((Siwsan))

[SheltieLover]

4. (((Siwsan)))

[brer cat]

5. I'm so sorry that you are dealing with this terrible pain and guilt.

Please don't sell yourself short. I hope your therapy goes well; they can do wonders!

[Walleye]

6. Do what you need to take care of yourself. Our thoughts are with you

[samnsara]

7. (((hugs)))

[onecaliberal]

8. You are an incredible human. If everyone had your heart, we'd be in a good place.

Hugs.