I'm gone

[kozar]

I called 911 I called my pshyche , I called my buddy, LilBit is in her day service
I don’t remember getting her off the bus or putting her on,,,,
Im the fuck up

Koz

[Walleye]

1. Life can be such hell, I hope you can talk to someone

[emulatorloo]

2. Hang in there, sounds like you did the right thing and called to get the help you need.

[LoisB]

3. I am glad you called for help. I hope you get it.

[Nanuke]

4. Hang in there Kozar. Get better.

[BlackSkimmer]

5. I'm sorry you're having problems, but this child is the priority at this point.

Have you notified her day service?

You say you don't remember; I do hope that is not because of alcohol, but at any rate, make sure she is safe.

Then take care of you.

[Karadeniz]

6. Sit down, shut your eyes and wait to feel more peaceful....

[kozar]

7. Thanks all,

Alcohol was involved. But, wasn’t the driving factor.my heriditary is. Grandpa had dementia, my mother has it .
I can go weeks without booze. I still wake and don’t remember yesterday. At this point, my brain races. I know what I have. The only difference is I have LilBit, my brain is fried. I have dementia, whether sober or drinking, I’m dying. I hate that my love for her, keeps me alive. When I know she is safe, I’ll do me.
Koz