Cops just left

[kozar]

I’m tired, called my PCP and said I’m dying. I sat with LilBit Tuesday, she got her 4th Covid shot. Florida Medicaid was supposed to transport her yesterday, Oh they called at545am . Flat tire
I was actually told, “ you take her”. I did. The asst director of Altrusa house. Was late , we sat . When she got there. She is on the phone. Didn’t hear a word I said about her.


I came home and shut down,, LilBit got home , but I’m just done. I told the officer if I die I’m ready

I can’t even open a pack of instant mashed taters for her.
And everyone worries about her, I’m just her Dad, and I’m sick and dying I do her everyday sincec we lost Mom. No on is doing me, I’m ready to die.

Koz

[Biophilic]

1. There is truly no job harder than that of a caregiver

I wish there was something to do or say to help you.

[kozar]

2. Just say good bye

Tess is fed and clean. I’m gone

[BlackSkimmer]

4. I hope you can call someone.

And please make sure that Tess is somewhere safe.

[kozar]

3. Just say good bye

Tess is fed and clean. I’m gone

[irisblue]

5. Koz, do not go, we need you here.

[Eliot Rosewater]

9. All options are gone when life is gone. Even if you see no options, staying alive is the option.

I dont know someone close to me who commited suicide but what i would have given to be able to be there to try and talk Robin Williams out of his choice.

I dont mean to diminish your situation by bringing up a celebrity, I am just saying that death is the end, there is NOTHING you can do if you are dead and you CANT change your mind.

[Xxxfffyyypppi]

6. Don't give up

Please hang on. I don’t know you or how hard your life may be but I do know your worth. Please call suicide hotline 988. They will help. I would help too if I knew what to do. Just know that people care about you.

[gopiscrap]

11. welcome to DU

[sheshe2]

7. We all care about you, Koz.

[hunter]

8. From the groups statement of purpose:

what this group is NOT is a substitute for real life mental health care. we know it can be therapeutic to find people who can relate to you when you are suffering from a mental illness or emotional distress, and that’s why we are here. but no one here can be counted on to provide professional care.

if you are considering suicide, please go to the nearest emergency room immediately. if you don’t have the means to get there on your own, please dial 911. if you find yourself waiting for help, please dial 1-800-sui-cide.

Or dial 988, as new poster Xxxfffyyypppi suggested above.

On a personal note, the last time I landed in the E.R. they eventually got me into a better place.

[3Hotdogs]

10. Kozar, where are you?

Where is LilBit?