My first blog post of the year and it's a doozy!

[BanzaiBonnie]

What a spectacular way to begin the New Year.

How did your New Year start? Mine has been a wild ride so far. Family drama on the 1st day of the year. That settled. Then on the night of January 2nd, I had a dream.

It was one of those dreams. There were at least three layers and I moved through one into another and then another. When I finally hit what seemed the end of the inner story, I knew it was not a dream and I was jarred awake by what I found waiting in the shadows of my sleep. It was shortly after 1am, just a couple of nights ago that I woke out of a very deep place, walked out to the computer and wrote her story. This is the story of Nn’Kaa in her own words. Her voice, just as I recorded it onto the page.

https://edgeofthevillage.wordpress.com/2012/01/05/dreaming-of-nnkaa/

[yellerpup]

1. That is really interesting.

I noticed several years ago that when I have pain in my body I tend to dream of Nazis. I also observed that when one dreams of explosions, they are most often farting during sleep. Mr. Pup woke up one night from a terrifying dream -- the air above our bed was overhung by a noxious cloud.

I have been wondering lately if our past lives are not lived simultaneously.

[BanzaiBonnie]

2. I've often wondered the same thing yellerpup

It looks to me as if time is a construct of the human mind to keep wall around events that may be taking place in All Time, at the same time.

What if we knew and had to keep track of it all consciously. Overwhelming.

[yellerpup]

6. That's the way it feels to me, too.

Deja vu, synchronicity, math, physics, it all gets whirled together. It would be overwhelming if we were aware of all other levels of (even just our own) consciousness all the time. The whole reason Prometheus was punished so harshly is because he made people aware of their mortality (animals are not until maybe the last few moments, if then). Hope your tummy is better today!

[Howler]

3. I have also come to that same conclusion brought on by experiences i've had in this incarnation.

I have also come to the conclusion that our"Guides" are ourselves in other incarnations past,present, and future.They are still growing,changeing,and living simataniously (Spelling) with us in this incarnation.

Kind of like that picture of the Universal body in the Hindue religion.

Though this is a picture Of Virat Swarupa (The complete form of God) I think the picture is a pretty good illistration of what I think is our complete selves could look like at any givin time if you could take a snap shot of yourself in the hologram.

Whats the old saying "Here on Earth as in Heaven"

http://www.4shared.com/photo/CBBD6Jd1/Virat_Swarupa.html

[yellerpup]

5. Love that graphic.

The faces of man/god/animals are all one face. Yup, that gets right to the point. Thanks for sharing that! Very cool!

[kimmerspixelated]

8. This is way cool!

A question came up, the other day. Do we incarnate the same sex? Someone also once told me that the face/body you have is not so different from your former self.

[Howler]

9. I don't know Kimmerspixilated.

Though I do know that I lived as a viking in a past life and this life I have Danish ancestry....???????

I do know of at least two past lives where i was a male and a couple where I am female.


But if you think of several lifetimes being lived out simultaniously then its easy to think its makes alot of room for Paradox.Which would also make room for some pretty radical and miraculas happenings.

[BanzaiBonnie]

10. I have been both male and female

I have incarnated on nearly every continent, with Hawaii being one of the earliest places I lived.

[Fire Walk With Me]

7. Perhaps only this density is linear regarding time.

And that insight about the rest being perhaps simultaneous is a big bit of information

[yellerpup]

13. Perhaps!

Thrilling to consider, and well put.

[Howler]

4. Whoa thats intense Bonzai Bonnie.....

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I just gotta ask what is your Kundilini doing or feelin like after that break through?


I know after that healing you gave me yesturday that your on fire.
I know that after major break throughs like that My sleep patterns get interrupted and I experience odd physical sensations along with a very Chaotic energy bursts along with very wired feelings. I guess I;m trying to say that my nervous system gets Thwacked. LOL!
How is it for you?

[BanzaiBonnie]

11. I'm still processing this

It is/was big in my body. I am feeling like I have really good grounding. I suspect that cellular memory energy is pouring out of my body.

[Howler]

12. I can imagine BB

It may take a while for it to totally shake out.....but oh what a gifted release!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

[BanzaiBonnie]

14. second part to yesterday's blog

http://edgeofthevillage.wordpress.com/2012/01/06/the-rest-of-the-story/

[Howler]

15. Now that is very interesting ........

Thanks for sharing that revelation BB.

[Tumbulu]

16. You are wonderful BonzaiBonnie

blessings to you and many thanks.

Today my body is also going through a similar thing- a flu? A eradication of what was in the stomach? I'm in bed and cancelled most everything today- except I still had to bottle feed the lambs- there are six now, it is something else.

[Howler]

17. Six Lambs!!!!

[Tumbulu]

18. today it is at 8- when will it stop?

I found my bucket with nipples and set it up. I ordered one with 6 nipples- that will be here next week.....so many lambs, I have never had this many dumped by the moms.

They are going through a gallon of milk each day....yikes!

[Howler]

19. WHOA!!!!!! LOL!

Someone needs to tell those lambs they're not supposed to do that till spring1!!

Still I envy you Tumbulu (In the best way)

My Husband who was raised on a ranch in Oregon says "Its not as easy as you think,Feeding lambs.Some can get pretty enthusiastic" LOL!
I've only fed them at the touching zoo's. But those baby lambs are SOOOOOO sweet!!!!


Hows your horse doing in his/her new digs Tumbulu? Still glad to be around other horses?

[Tumbulu]

20. Yes Howler, she is really happy-

although I have not been over to see her for a few days now as it has been so crazy here, looks like it is 10 tonight....the poor lambs- there are too many to feed with bottles now, The bucket is great, but only two nipples....I anxiously await the new bucket with more nipples. It will get better, but it is simply overwhelming. I have never seen so many lambs dumped by the moms. There must be something really wrong- we have not had rain and I am feeding them so much hay- probably something about hay vs green grass makes them only accept one of the set of twins....I just do not know.

But my mare has a mare next door neighbor who loves her and a gelding on the other side who flirts with her. I think that she is very happy, which makes me very happy. Thanks so much for asking! No one believes that she is almost 20, she looks really healthy. Knock on wood.

[Howler]

21. Awwwww!

A girlfriend Horse friend, and a romeo horse boy friend! A little flirting will bring out the young filly in an older mare any day!!!! Good For HER!

10 lambs!!!!! If I lived closer to you I would gladly come over and help feed the babies.
Man you got your hands full Tumbulu.

I will send energy to you and all your animals. I hope the mother sheep will stop pushing away their babies And also Sending for RAIN!!!

[Tumbulu]

22. Yes, we need rain!

and mom's that take care of their babies! And new hay that perhaps will provide better nutrition- I am convinced that this is something to do with nutrition....could this be a result of the radioactive fallout from Japan?

[Howler]

23. Oh Gawd I hope not Tumbulu!

But I just don't know.
Everything is so delicately balanced in nature that anything can change or upset the chain.
On the bright side Nature has a way of adapting .....eventually.

I trust your instincs and experience. If you feel thats its a nutritional problem Then I feel that must be it.

Definitly sending.

P.S.
Mr Howler said to me that "If they arent getting enough nutrition to produce milk for two lambs then...Yeah that could be the problem.... But he also said that Sheep sometimes are just not that bright"

Um.... Should I take him to task for that Tumbulu? I will you know!

[Tumbulu]

24. Your husband made a good point- many of my sheep "can't count"

which means they have one lamb, and then the second born is pushed away....when I watch it is as though the mom believes that the second lamb has to belong to someone else.

I've had a few ewes who do this every year. But this year it is really out of hand. So, this is why I suspect the lack of green grass, the hay being not rich enough, something in addition to not their different way of thinking and or capacity to count seems to be going on. You see hay is so short this year because of the drought in Texas and the fewer acres of alfalfa in cultivation.

Sheep are not known for being bright....but there are some that are.

I had one I named Grettel. About 8 years ago there was a huge rain storm- 8" in one night- and the entire 60 lower acres flooded- even over the highway! The sheep were on a little higher spot next to the ag well (they were smart enough to find this spot) , surrounded by the river which had overflowed as well. They were stuck like this - water up to their knees) for maybe 8 hours. Finally, the water began to come down. My neighbor and a few friends came and helped catch them and put them in the back of my truck and I took them up to my hill area, the part of the farm that I have my barn and little house on. The fence had been destroyed by the flood and they had to be moved, plus who knew if something like this would happen again?

Now the sheep were terrified and no way wanted to be caught and put into my truck but we had to do this. Someone made a joke about sheep not being too smart. With that remark Grettel gave me and the person who made the remark a good look and then she trotted over to the truck bed and hopped in all by herself. She gave us a look again and made a huge baa! As if to say "so there!" She was the smartest sheep I have ever met. I kept her son as a ram, she died at age 13. But the rest of them....well lets put it this way, whatever intelligence they have , it is not easy for me to grasp. They are a mystery.

[Howler]

25. Mr Howler typing now :)

We did have one sheep that was very intelligent, but she always stayed with the goats and didn't follow the rest of the herd. In general, the bottle fed sheep seemed to be smarter. It seemed as if they turned off their brains when they went into herd mode. The ram we had was bottle fed and he with sneak up behind perfect strangers to suck on their fingers. That really freaks some people out. He would also demand to have his head scratched. He would trap my mother in the field and push her over if she stopped scratching his head until my bother or I came around to chase him off.




Me again
YAY Grettle!!!! my experience though very limited compared to yours and Mr Howlers is that all the animals I've ever observed are senteint (spelling and pronounciation).sigh.

[Tumbulu]

26. I have observed this as well

the bottle lambs do seem way smarter. And Grettel had been a bottle lamb....

Wow, what a ram, your poor Mom- good thing you were around.

And yes, it seems as though the individual mind turns off when the herd mind turns on. They do act as a unit.

Thanks Mr Howler and Howler, this is fun.

[Howler]

27. OMG!!!!

I just flashed back on the movie "Babe"


"Ba Ram ewe" Ba Ram Ewe" When people think sheep are stupid it makes the people stupid too!

I can just see that turning in Grettles mind has she got indignant and jumped into the Truck !!!
Oh What a Gal!