I know when I've had really bad times, throughout my life, I tried to get through it because I knew there were truly others who had it worse than I did. My kids were healthy, I managed to keep them in decent clothes, food and medical/dental care. I did without, and I'm paying for it now, but I didn't want them to be ashamed like I was as a kid. They didn't have a lot, but they had enough.
Crappy marriage, crappy relationship after that, jobless, homeless, and more than once. Seemed like everyday something worse had to happen. It's a wonder people make it through the things they do, but we must, because to give up means giving up hope, eliminating any chance things will get better.
Good luck to you, and my biggest hope that it's not as dire as it seems and you will find your way. 
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