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113. Surreal is my word...and Fear! Through the "Funhouse" Mirror.
Thu Nov 21, 2024, 12:14 AM
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Reading this thread started me crying. My general not the easiest life bc of low income but quietish, and pretty stable would be be totally endangered with entitlements cuts.

While I'm talking about myself; I fear for other vunerable groups of people esp those who haven't had it easier bc of history, without achieving hoped for full support, equality etc.

I've been involved partly in politics for decades late '60s. Also semi activist in various issues. Can't quite quit the news but listen to local NYC public radio. I'm here, on DU since mid 2020. Grateful for finding it!
Going to add bluesky bc of people in the public eye.

71. SS, Medicare, and Medicaid.
Medicaid pays for my housing, and food in a good assisted living facility. I could end up homeless or in a shelter. Have friends, and relatives. No kids (which doesn't always gaurentee anything).
Still there's most likely no one probably willing to take me in. Maybe a miracle will happen in that area should the worse happen.

I don't think I could work enough to make rent. I haven't worked since my 40's bc of disability. I'd hate the thought of roommates bc I had one really incompetent one, and one violent one. It became a complicated life. (Not without some serious joys, and good times) Then I finally had my own sweet place for about 12 yrs. Now this for just 2 yrs.

Trying to just concentrate on prettying up my apt more, doing my art - drawing, and digital art, painting a bit. Jewelry making, yarn craft. Following my many interests on line. Streaming TV. Staying in the now if I can.
The "funny" thing about my art, craft making if somehow I got biggish commercially (which I'd stopped aiming for several hears back), I'd lose my Medicaid and housing. So complicated! But I doubt that would happen anyway.

I guess it'll be waiting (like most of us) to see how things unfold.

And try to be as creative as possible in the meantime. Brings me such joy.

We've got to stop letting them call us "the left". There's maga and then there's everybody else. Walleye 19 hrs ago #1
We aren't the left so much as we are the opposition. Magoo48 18 hrs ago #21
It's hard, but keep up the good work Walleye 18 hrs ago #25
You As well Magoo48 16 hrs ago #51
We are the Resistance. TomSlick 6 hrs ago #104
I consider us Mossfern 17 hrs ago #27
That is accurate Walleye 17 hrs ago #32
perfect name! bluestarone 16 hrs ago #57
We are actually the conservatives. kerry-is-my-prez 14 hrs ago #77
Yes, I'm not happy with change sometimes. Specially when it's unnecessary. Walleye 13 hrs ago #81
Maggots are extreme far right, us "lefists" are in the center Clouds Passing 12 hrs ago #89
This is me all the time now bronxiteforever 19 hrs ago #2
The final days of our country Mountain Mule 9 hrs ago #96
It is worse than weird, I can't comprehend how someone like Trump could doc03 19 hrs ago #3
More like 'The Stand' Mr.Bee 17 hrs ago #33
The parallels are eerie. wnylib 17 hrs ago #46
If yoiu think those parallels are eerie, Mr.Bee 15 hrs ago #73
So true. After he was elected, I sincerely tried to make myself feel better by allegorical oracle 15 hrs ago #72
His most "redeeming" features are laziness, incompetence, and lack of conviction (he has plenty of convictions though). TheKentuckian 15 hrs ago #76
The American Empire has ended, and there's no good plan for what's next. Ron Green 19 hrs ago #4
I don't even think Delphinus 19 hrs ago #5
Try to get out of it as soon as you can Beck23 16 hrs ago #69
I use Bluesky as I used Twitter - as a news aggregate Dennis Donovan 18 hrs ago #6
What is BlueSky? bamagal62 18 hrs ago #12
It's a social media website Dennis Donovan 18 hrs ago #15
Thx! bamagal62 17 hrs ago #37
Dennis Donovan........ Upthevibe 12 hrs ago #82
Did you try logging out-back in? Dennis Donovan 12 hrs ago #83
I am having the same issue Dyedinthewoolliberal 9 hrs ago #98
Yoiks. DU by itself is already too much on my plate. hunter 12 hrs ago #86
I'm in step with all of you above. Diamond_Dog 18 hrs ago #7
Reagan was a puppet. They picked a genial actor for a reason. yardwork 18 hrs ago #10
Dump isn't the brains behind the destruction of the US. StarryNite 18 hrs ago #20
Never have truer words been spoken. usaf-vet 17 hrs ago #47
Yes. I agree Diamond_Dog 14 hrs ago #79
they didn't have a choice NJCher 5 hrs ago #109
A genial actor with alzheimers. BComplex 15 hrs ago #75
I remember speaking with a LittleGirl 4 hrs ago #112
Yep. bamagal62 18 hrs ago #13
And the mass media Dave says 17 hrs ago #39
The rethugs vowed during FDR's presidencies that they would someday regain total control and obliterate all that had Texin 16 hrs ago #68
It's how I felt after Bush the Lesser was appointed by the courts peregrinus 18 hrs ago #8
I'm feeling the same way. yardwork 18 hrs ago #9
I'm the first Rec for your post. With one caveat: UniqueUserName 18 hrs ago #11
I hear you-me too happy feet 16 hrs ago #52
Start by not letting them steal election. With the only REAL response is "thank you let me have another." Where is..... usaf-vet 16 hrs ago #54
yup MissB 18 hrs ago #14
The math can be stunning Tbear 17 hrs ago #30
I think we're holding fast MissB 11 hrs ago #92
Many people can't do that Cirsium 13 hrs ago #80
yeah, that is true. I'm able to shave my budget a lot MissB 11 hrs ago #91
Yup orangecrush 18 hrs ago #16
Longest two weeks of my almost 74 year life. KPN 18 hrs ago #17
Processing still... LoCo Cat Lady 18 hrs ago #18
I'm in NOVA too. BonnieJW 16 hrs ago #58
Hi Bonnie.. whathehell 16 hrs ago #63
What I 've Read Recently... LoCo Cat Lady 12 hrs ago #84
Sicily peregrinus 12 hrs ago #88
They want to dismantle the VA Beck23 16 hrs ago #66
At times it may not seem like it... Hugin 18 hrs ago #19
thanks for your most excellent post. NewHendoLib 18 hrs ago #22
You didn't mention it specifically... Hugin 17 hrs ago #45
Ask Stephen Spoonamore Beck23 16 hrs ago #70
Ghosted Doodles 16 hrs ago #48
I agree. It was rigged. BonnieJW 16 hrs ago #61
Perfect diagnosis. I'd like to add one thing here, as to your "they cheated" bluestarone 9 hrs ago #95
Yes, I'm glad you emphasized that... Hugin 8 hrs ago #101
I feel as I have lived to see the fall of the United States. NNadir 18 hrs ago #23
You mean that Trump will help Putin destroy Europe and America if he can then yes. It's weird. BradBo 18 hrs ago #24
I think I can answer some of these things: Gore1FL 17 hrs ago #26
Good points. I can agree withh most of your perspective wnylib 15 hrs ago #74
General Strike. Bluethroughu 17 hrs ago #28
Left Aaeia 17 hrs ago #29
Never did understand that myself k55f5r 17 hrs ago #41
The resistance looks like your local Democratic group bucolic_frolic 17 hrs ago #31
There is a sharp resistance Roc2020 17 hrs ago #34
It's not unprecedented. Black people lived through this in the Jim Crow South. Yavin4 17 hrs ago #35
It sure seems like... WestMichRad 17 hrs ago #36
Right with you... MiHale 17 hrs ago #38
Welcome to Shock Doctrine U.S.A. Auggie 17 hrs ago #40
That should be the headline on every newspaper in the country k55f5r 17 hrs ago #43
The Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster Capitalism erronis 16 hrs ago #59
Very surreal indeed... FirstLight 17 hrs ago #42
"There's just a sense that something's gotta give, you know?" sprinkleeninow 7 hrs ago #103
On occasion I receive 'words of knowledge', if you will. It happens sprinkleeninow 5 hrs ago #107
I can only speak for myself GreenEyedLefty 17 hrs ago #44
Yes Beringia 16 hrs ago #49
i can hardly say anything to ease your mind barbtries 16 hrs ago #50
Weird is a too nice a word for evil. hay rick 16 hrs ago #53
There are so many Fox type news things playing round the clock and you can tell Maraya1969 16 hrs ago #55
Overwhelmingly what I hear is that we are numb, Prairie_Seagull 16 hrs ago #56
Yes. 1WorldHope 16 hrs ago #60
I felt it in 2016... Blue_Tires 16 hrs ago #62
Yes it's weird Beck23 16 hrs ago #64
I've never been on xitter Linda ladeewolf 16 hrs ago #65
Yep. I feel like I'm on a plane that's going down, waiting for the crash. CaptainTruth 16 hrs ago #67
Whatever was in Pandoras locked box is loose, Arne 15 hrs ago #71
We're not in Kansas any more, Toto. wnylib 14 hrs ago #78
Right and left are not really the main political divide any more soldierant 12 hrs ago #85
Strangely "The Daily Show" spoke to me. mwooldri 12 hrs ago #87
Dystopian NIghtmare cer7711 12 hrs ago #90
The plan was bdamomma 10 hrs ago #93
I feel as if I'm living markodochartaigh 10 hrs ago #94
The only part of that I'm not wondering as well is "how so many people have lost their minds" JHB 9 hrs ago #97
Our Forefathers seen this and knew this Smackdown2019 9 hrs ago #99
2016 already showed us what to do hydrolastic 6 hrs ago #105
The nuclear sabre rattling from russia has been going on for nearly 3 years. Crunchy Frog 8 hrs ago #100
I'm not over it. Sucked the juice out of me Jarqui 7 hrs ago #102
Yes .. I started a diary today proud patriot 6 hrs ago #106
I had to change my laptop homepage away from Google News AdamGG 5 hrs ago #108
Beside the billionaires and "Entrepreneur" Lawn service moguls Fish700 5 hrs ago #110
I think the best definition of what many of us are feeling is "anomie" HighFired49 5 hrs ago #111
Surreal is my word...and Fear! Through the "Funhouse" Mirror. electric_blue68 4 hrs ago #113
It's like 2016 - only worse. Marcuse 3 hrs ago #114
Me too... NT bee_peaceful 3 hrs ago #115
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