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Showing Original Post only (View all)Time to explain why I've been so insufferably pissed off since Nov. 6th [View all]
I could name all the normal reasons that have been expounded upon ad nauseum here and elsewhere, but if I'm being perfectly fucking honest with myself the real reason is personal and selfish.
I was on the cusp of retirement: saved at the expense of living a full life filled with pleasure travel, education that I wanted to pursue and opportunities to capture back time for myself; I was six months out from collecting full Social Security, which is now at risk; and I was looking forward to pursuing other interests for the final third of my life.
Now, I'm going to have to recalibrate my retirement because 77 million fuckheads stole my plans from me by choosing that motherfucking thief and rapist.
How pissed off am I? The other day I was taking a break at a local cafe and a fucking MAGAt clown showed up adorned in a t-shirt that showed an image of Motherfucker in front of the White House with the words, "Daddy's Home." He positioned himself in front of the trash bin holding his fucking caffeine drinks making sure everyone could see that fucking shirt. I had just finished my sandwich and went to the bin to deposit the trash and stack the tray while this asshole blocked the way. I said, in my gravel voice that rarely comes out, "Excuse me, sir," as I looked directly in his eyes. He immediately lowered his eyes and meekly said, "Sorry," and stepped aside.
He was around 6'2" and probably 260, not obese, but chunky; I'm 5'8" and 180, but built because I'm a competitive powerlifter.
At that point, at least in my mind, he knew that he painted a target on himself, and I was not to be fucked with. All because he robbed me of my hard work and planning.
I hope I can eventually forgive, but right now that's not in me.