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OldBaldy1701E

(6,270 posts)
45. Thanks for the suggestion.
Mon Oct 31, 2022, 07:52 PM
Oct 2022

Being positive about anything is all but a lost art for myself these past several years. Hell, I am sitting here at the damned computer when I should be out enjoying my favorite holiday. But, I am tired of the increasingly quizzical and sometimes suspicious looks at a near 60 year old man dressed as anything other than a near 60 year old man. I am broke so no bar hopping. Wouldn't matter, as I can't 'party' anymore anyway. Because I live surrounded by people older than I am, we have no trick or treaters here. (Thanks to HOA rules, I can't do much decorating on the place anyway. Which is about the worst thing I have ever heard of.) I used to revel in this time of year. I have been 'haunting' places ever since I was 13 and would decorate the front of our house as well as play some part i.e.: I would sit in a lawn chair with my football pads on my head and a sheet draped over me, while holding a faker head in my lap. All I would do is let the head fall as a crowd approached, and once they started to walk closer I would just stand. That usually elicited many massive screams and a rush back down the sidewalk. I started working in big haunted houses when I was around 15. I created a haunted woods for three years when I was 18-20 that was so popular we had to regulate the crowd because they were lined up along the sidewalk for half a mile. In a residential area. This type of thing was and is always so much fun. Now... I can't go to one because I can't afford them and I can't work in one because I am too feeble/crippled.

A Blessed Samhain to you and everyone, though. I hope the Spirits watch over you all during the long winter

You know... [View all] OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 OP
The economy under Biden will keep improving for the working and applegrove Oct 2022 #1
I am a baby boomer. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #3
I've been on an SSRI since I had my life destroyed, again and again, by bad people. applegrove Oct 2022 #10
Tried Paxil, Effexor, Wellbutrin... OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #20
Sounds like you might do well in an assisted living situation. People help you and you Maraya1969 Oct 2022 #35
Thank you. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #37
What triggered this today? BigmanPigman Oct 2022 #2
One can only delude oneself for so long. (n/t) OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #4
Maybe that's why you need someone's input BigmanPigman Oct 2022 #6
Hon, I'm sorry, but these thought are the self-delusion wryter2000 Oct 2022 #34
Thanks for the reply. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #36
I call this meta-thinking. Instead of focusing on tasks and goals in Gaugamela Oct 2022 #5
You have given me a good chuckle. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #12
I was too nice. I started worrying about myself more, turns out that involved criticizing myself applegrove Oct 2022 #22
Finding Motivation is Difficult for me too Nictuku Oct 2022 #7
Good luck. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #8
I want to hear your results I_UndergroundPanther Oct 2022 #9
A friend of mine was going to give me some Nictuku Oct 2022 #11
A word of advice. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #14
Thank you for caring Nictuku Oct 2022 #17
I bet that was fun. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #23
Same here I really need I_UndergroundPanther Oct 2022 #28
True Wicked Blue Oct 2022 #31
This message was self-deleted by its author cbabe Oct 2022 #13
My life was based on creativity. Now, it just reminds me of my failure. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #18
This message was self-deleted by its author cbabe Oct 2022 #24
Heh, if my music is 'discovered' years from now it will have no bearing on me. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #27
I'd be very interested in stories of directing Tetrachloride Oct 2022 #32
Or do something the opposite of creative: do something perceptive. applegrove Oct 2022 #19
We've all road this roller coaster of life... Bluethroughu Oct 2022 #15
Sharing is the soul. You are sharing and getting a response. cachukis Oct 2022 #16
I've read and re-read and re-read your message... Tolerant1 Oct 2022 #21
I am glad you are able to do this. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #25
A few years ago, I had a GP throw anti-depressants at me... Tolerant1 Oct 2022 #29
I get to feeling that way sometimes. TigressDem Oct 2022 #26
I find good movies on Netflix or at the library Tetrachloride Oct 2022 #30
I'm not bullshitting when I say, I've been there Bayard Oct 2022 #33
That is what saved Mickey Rourke BigmanPigman Oct 2022 #38
I wish I could but the guy that owns the place doesn't want another pet here. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #39
I'm sorry to hear that Bayard Oct 2022 #41
Thank you all for the kind words. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #40
Your original post could have been written by my husband, and I sympathize with you. flor-de-jasmim Oct 2022 #42
Thanks for the kind words. (n/t) OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #43
How about getting more involved with posting positive things on DU? KS Toronado Oct 2022 #44
Thanks for the suggestion. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #45
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