Sigh... I think I want to buy a firearm. (updated)

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12. As an avid advocate of the RKBA I suggest you wait

The responsible thing to do, in light of your status and that of your wife, is to check with some healthcare professionals for assessment, evaluation and recommendations regarding bipolar and borderline conditions. I infer from your tone, that the purchase is intended to be for self-defense. This is a major commitment. There are many considerations so don't be impulsive.

If your concern is internal security, you should make a basic safety assessment of your perimeter, property and home structure. Many things can be done to make a break in much more difficult.

If your planning to carry the gun off your property and around town there are several additional things to consider. Most states have training and proficiency requirements to obtain a permit. Also, consider that if you do get a permit and carry, your permit is not good nationwide. Laws vary from state to state and folks have gone to prison for that type of offense.

Let me say that I have doubts that sustained violence is unlikely after the GOP (great orange plague) loses. Hopefully you don't live in trump tower.

Basically, start with your primary care physician or primary mental health professional or principle counselor.

My favorite in the unofficial USMC list of rules for gun fighting #26: "Your number one Option for Personal Security is a lifelong commitment to avoidance, deterrence, and de-escalation." {http://www.snipercountry.com/articles/gunfightrules.asp}