Re: Ascension....can one be lost between 3rd & 5th dimension?

[magical thyme]

14. thank you for this, FWWM

I always get a little confused by discussions of 3,4 and 5D. First, there the physics reality of 3-D, and the addition of time to make 4-D. And then, for a long time people were talking about ascension as a physical thing...ie our dna would change, speculating whether people would be able to "fly," would we inhabit the "same earth" as 3-D people, etc. It got really flaky sounding, like waiting for the Rapture.

I'd read your description (or similar things to it) here before, but I don't always remember it that way. By your description, I've been living in 4D like a fish out of water my entire life. It was why I was such a "misfit" in my own family, as well as pretty much every where else.

I've recently felt myself giving up on 4-D, in a "I'll never fit in" and I can't "get them to understand" kind of way. Plus, I'm tired of always feeling misunderstood, which is why I keep so much to myself. I've stopped trying to be cooperative because it only attracts abuse. Maybe its time for 4D people to leave that space, to open it for 3D people to move into it.

But I'm not yet in 5D. More in limbo. No place to go yet; no place I belong yet. No people around who complement my state of being. I feel more isolated than ever, in fact, with the failure at this job and work environment.

Nature abhors a vacuum, however, and in my emptiness I seem to attract the opposite of what I am. Most recently, my neighbor across the street has suddenly decided to become "friendly." This is not a good thing. He is a strictly 3D person, and that's almost a compliment. Last week I came home from work and found a dog tie on my front steps. Then discovered my lawn had been mowed. He decided -- without my request, permission or knowledge -- to do me a "favor." In the process, he ran over and destroyed both my dog tie-outs (something I use only short term for convenience, so I can do a quick chore without having to watch them every minute). He's creepy and I don't want him coming over. So now I'm using the back entrance to avoid him. I barely got rid of one creep and another has materialized to take his place. I'd like to believe he shifted into 4D, but no way. Creepy, creepy, creepy aura.

I have been able to materialize my needs off and on many times over the years, but lately not so much. I recently lost my dogs' floating frisbee at our lake. A couple days later, a brand-new looking "Cesar Milan" frisbee turned up at our lake. I threw it in the water...and it sank like a stone. That's how everything feels this week. Not quite functional.