Have felt like I'm in a vacuum for almost a yr now. In a real funk. Very confused on what I'm to be doing. Oh, I have PLENTY I need to be doing, just can't seem to muster the drive. Have literally been in a holding pattern for months. Can't get anything accomplished. Still exhausted after retiring last May. Dr says I'm in excellent health (except those extra pounds I should work on losing). Sometimes I feel guilty for using up the air, since I've become virtually useless. I have moments of inspiration, but they quickly leave. Confusion prevails. Things just don't seem real & time is flying by at such a rate that my head spins. Others around me are carrying on w/life, I simply exist in some type of void amongst them. I really need to look for another job, but can't even get my resume done. I am not who I once was. Extremely indecisive--I don't recognize myself anymore. My memory is shot, too.
It is VERY confusing. Certainly feel like I'm in a Neptunian fog.
Guess I'm not ready. (sigh) 
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