Most everything that is going on now is because of Neptune and Chiron

[davsand]

19. "Ever' little t'ing gonna be all-right!"

I hear my self saying it EVERY day, several times a day. Sometimes it is not easy to allow myself to accept that--I'm prone to expecting the worst possible scenario--but I'm trying now to live in a more positive mental place. Lot's of stuff is maybe not what I'd like or what falls in my comfort zone, but unless I have direct control over it I'm just trying to roll with it and let it all sort out.

More and more I am seeing just how much anxiety is out there. I'm seeing how much pain people are living with and I'm doing all I can to try and minimize my own negative impact on everybody. It's a source of much amazement to me to see how grateful anybody is when you listen and try to offer any kind of support or help. I can't count the number of times I've thought if I only had _____ to offer it would help this person so much. Sometimes it is money, but a lot of the time it is advice or even just a shoulder to lean on.

I joke that it is like walking through a shit storm--you keep putting one foot in front of the other and sooner or later you'll walk out of it. Keep your head down and your mouth shut and keep on walking whatever you do! It may be like a kidney stone, but this too shall pass if you can just live through it.


Laura