Most everything that is going on now is because of Neptune and Chiron

[magical thyme]

53. I seem to have arrived at a peaceful place

although very physically tired today, in general. Work has settled down. I am actually left alone to do my job and haven't gotten a "love letter" in a long time.

Dahli is coming along nicely. The weather is not helping me these days, but she wears a saddle girthed up to riding tightness without freaking out, her steering and brakes are very reliable from the ground, and often even backs up really well. We practice inside the barn on rainy days (most of them lately) and outside when weather permits. Weather is permitting right now, but I'm too tired and the ground could use a day to dry out. She seems very willing and serious about our "play time." She seems to miss the attention on our days off. I'm looking forward to a long enough stretch of really good weather to push forward to the next stage and actually sitting on her.

I'm slowly and steadily cleaning up the garden and have much of the grass overgrowth shoveled out. Still have a large chunk to clean up and my arms are aching from it.

Financially, I'm essentially even. I should have a little more money in the bank at the end of June than I had last June when I started back to work.

I know what it is I am here to do, where my passion is, but have no idea how to move forward on it financially. In the current climate, I cannot do more than what I have done and am doing. So I'm not even trying; just leaving it to the Universe to provide.