Most everything that is going on now is because of Neptune and Chiron

[solara]

76. I know I am a little late on this thread

But I have to tell you, I am feeling like my heart is closing up.. like I am not able to love any longer or, more importantly, to forgive myself and others.

I find myself muttering my anger and resentment towards those who have been less than my friends and it is just not who I want to be.

I bought a rose quartz to wear near my heart to help keep it open, of course the rose quartz is not all I am doing.. I do affirmations and prayer to keep myself centered and have been doing the Course in Miracles on and off for many years now... but lately, it feels like nothing is working for me any more. I hope to find a better way to step over the line that I seem to keep drawing in the sand for myself.

Geez,

does that make any sense?


( edited to add a bit more info)