Astrology, Spirituality & Alternative Healing

kimmerspixelated

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80. My Thoughts Exactly.

Thu May 17, 2012, 04:57 PM

May 2012

Solara, I felt the same way especially the last few days. Crushing depression, but usually, I'll bounce back in an hour or two, but I noticed the feeling of a closed heart. I tried like hell letting the light in. Listened to some recordings with mantras and Panache Desai..always great, and then...this really disturbs me..I've never felt so raw and hollow and panicky. Of course, a lot of purging is emerging, which is a gift, but that's what you do with it...the feelings, the physical feelings are remarkably devastating. I am very exhausted. I am going to try to get more sleep to see if that helps. Thanks for sharing.

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Most everything that is going on now is because of Neptune and Chiron [View all] Ricochet21 May 2012 OP

Feeling very much out of control teenagebambam May 2012 #1

Not necessarily. Ricochet21 May 2012 #3

Maybe 'out of control' was a bit misleading... teenagebambam May 2012 #45

Good for you TABB Ricochet21 May 2012 #46

I listened to a radio kimmerspixelated May 2012 #2

You said that so PERFECTLY Ricochet21 May 2012 #5

Well, thanks... kimmerspixelated May 2012 #6

I thought this was interesting too! kimmerspixelated May 2012 #4

Is there a website? Sanity Claws May 2012 #12

I must not be ready, because... liberalmuse May 2012 #7

I should add... liberalmuse May 2012 #8

I asked myself one question Ricochet21 May 2012 #11

Because you're having a rough May Ricochet21 May 2012 #9

Personally I have been beaten to a pulp. glinda May 2012 #10

sending hugs and love your way glinda Tumbulu May 2012 #14

I have no idea who I am, or what I should do. southerncrone May 2012 #13

My opinion is that it has nothing to do with "being ready" Ricochet21 May 2012 #20

No doubt I am in some sort of transition. southerncrone May 2012 #42

I am getting stronger- not physically Tumbulu May 2012 #15

Sounds perfect! Ricochet21 May 2012 #21

Oh your precious sheep! get the red out May 2012 #32

Oh Tumbulu, how wonderful. BanzaiBonnie May 2012 #62

cooperation is key FirstLight May 2012 #16

What am I feeling? That I wish the chaos would end. Habibi May 2012 #17

I must say that there is Ricochet21 May 2012 #22

Thanks, Rick. Habibi May 2012 #50

Heh. I used to poo poo the 'power' of Neptune/Pisces, BlueIris May 2012 #18

That's precisely what it is doing Ricochet21 May 2012 #23

I have been working on forgiveness and it isn't coming :o( mntleo2 May 2012 #70

A combination of huge LEO BEING DISRESPECTED Ricochet21 May 2012 #71

Thank-you! That means a lot to me ... mntleo2 May 2012 #73

Respect is EVERTHING to a Leo Ricochet21 May 2012 #75

Wow, very powerful. kimmerspixelated May 2012 #81

Head slap ... of COURSE "It never happened ..." mntleo2 May 2012 #74

As I take it Ricochet21 May 2012 #79

Yeah after reading it I see what you mean mntleo2 May 2012 #87

T H A T ' S..... I T...... E X A C T L Y! Ricochet21 May 2012 #88

"Ever' little t'ing gonna be all-right!" davsand May 2012 #19

It's a source of much amazement to me to see how grateful anybody is when you listen and try to Ricochet21 May 2012 #24

Tolle is right Ricochet21 May 2012 #25

I have noticed the energy is coming in waves... findrskeep May 2012 #26

Great stuff Ricochet21 May 2012 #29

Wow, you've really kimmerspixelated May 2012 #37

Supposedly the trick is to findrskeep May 2012 #49

Oh, I like that! kimmerspixelated May 2012 #57

This post of yours kimmerspixelated May 2012 #38

Step aside and let the divine take over seems the only option available. mother earth May 2012 #27

It's the only option ever Ricochet21 May 2012 #28

“Us being in control is an illusion.” Yes I do agree! SalviaBlue May 2012 #30

Thank you Ricochet21 May 2012 #33

The "devine" took over yesterday for a while get the red out May 2012 #31

Much more than that Ricochet21 May 2012 #34

Thank you, Rick, and you are exactly right! get the red out May 2012 #48

Thank Goddess for those small miracles, GTRO! southerncrone May 2012 #43

Major WHOA! moment for me. peacefreak May 2012 #35

Great PF Ricochet21 May 2012 #39

Thanks for this message, Rick. It's resounding strongly with me. japple May 2012 #36

ask them whether they Ricochet21 May 2012 #40

LOL, brain or a bible calikid May 2012 #47

Uncle Rick! Ricochet21 May 2012 #52

Big but simple, kimmerspixelated May 2012 #41

I think I'm flip-flopping between ready and not-ready. kentauros May 2012 #44

sounds like Ricochet21 May 2012 #51

You have Pluto right on your Mars Ricochet21 May 2012 #58

Not long after I wrote my post up there, kentauros May 2012 #61

"Thought I'd rather not be a pest though" Ricochet21 May 2012 #69

I seem to have arrived at a peaceful place magical thyme May 2012 #53

I know you've been having a challenging time, lately, MT Habibi May 2012 #54

I had originally hoped to do something like that magical thyme May 2012 #55

Gotcha. Habibi May 2012 #56

This is kind of funny The Blue Flower May 2012 #59

Oh! kimmerspixelated May 2012 #60

very sore and tired! Howler May 2012 #63

Doing great ever since I've given up being Rick Ricochet21 May 2012 #64

True Enough Rick! Howler May 2012 #65

O, Howler is here Ricochet21 May 2012 #66

Doing the same thing this week sandyshoes17 May 2012 #67

The problem with your "family" and most like that Ricochet21 May 2012 #68

I hope things have gotten better for you Ricochet21 May 2012 #72

I know I am a little late on this thread solara May 2012 #76

According to the Course Ricochet21 May 2012 #77

Thank you for reminding me.. solara May 2012 #78

My Thoughts Exactly. kimmerspixelated May 2012 #80

Thank YOU for sharing solara May 2012 #84

Oh, Wow, I didn't read this till now. kimmerspixelated May 2012 #89

Felt the same this past week sandyshoes17 May 2012 #82

I sure hope so. kimmerspixelated May 2012 #83

Thank you for saying this solara May 2012 #85

Outta da ballpark! kimmerspixelated May 2012 #90

That's right SS Ricochet21 May 2012 #86

Thanks to everyone on this thread The Blue Flower May 2012 #91