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Moostache

(10,163 posts)
11. Raised in the Catholic Church...cannot remember EVER "believing" any of it...
Sat Apr 14, 2018, 09:41 AM
Apr 2018

Sure, when I was little and the nuns used the threats of "hell" and "eternal torment" I was as scared as any child subjected to their insidious form of child abuse...but I never could get past the inanity of Noah's ark story. Ironically, it was visits to the zoo as a child that made the connection for me. The animals in the zoo - especially the large carnivores like lions, tigers and bears (oh my!) - looked miserable and cramped when we saw them...but on TV, Mutual of Omaha's Wild Kingdom specifically, they ran, hunted, lolled around and looked so very different.

My child mind of maybe 5 or 6 years old began questioning all of the bible stories after that...and the other big event I remember that made me question the veracity of Biblical stories further was "the 10 Commandments" as it was aired every year around Easter. The parting of the Red Sea and the comical ineptitude of Pharaoh's minions for Yul Brenner just seemed "off". Maybe it was also partly my standing as the first male child in my family too, but the entire "Angel of Death" idea seemed hideously evil to me...why would 'god' need to kill ME to show how much he "loved" everyone else?

While I was forced to go to mass twice a week until I was 16 years old and had finally had enough, I did not believe any of it from about the time I was 6 or 7. Nothing at all has happened since that would change it one iota, in fact, I am more certain in my lack of belief now than I have ever been and that is confirmed daily for me by the actions and statements and further exposures to the "faithful"...hypocrites and fools all.

Yes. I was an alter boy at the time. padfun Apr 2018 #1
At about 16 years vlyons Apr 2018 #2
I read some books on Buddhism. angstlessk Apr 2018 #14
600k-plus Rohingya refugees beg to differ. malchickiwick Apr 2018 #51
I don't remember the date but I remember how I began questioning The Genealogist Apr 2018 #3
What kind of deity would be so cruel? Cartoonist Apr 2018 #6
I've certainly encountered some cruel theists The Genealogist Apr 2018 #7
Yes, and atheists are immoral!!! angstlessk Apr 2018 #15
Why shouldn't a deity be cruel? Mariana Apr 2018 #46
Same here. Comatose Sphagetti Apr 2018 #41
I don't think I ever believed. I tried to believe but could not MaryMagdaline Apr 2018 #4
Now there is an answer for the ages angstlessk Apr 2018 #8
It used to be convincing enough, I guess. :) MaryMagdaline Apr 2018 #27
At that age, I endured a weird sermon with a mention of Jesus following you everywhere and watching. Snarkoleptic Apr 2018 #5
Jesus as a balloon! angstlessk Apr 2018 #9
It was in college (I'm a late bloomer). 3Hotdogs Apr 2018 #10
THAT IS christianity! angstlessk Apr 2018 #16
Not JUST Christianity -- RandomAccess Apr 2018 #36
Raised in the Catholic Church...cannot remember EVER "believing" any of it... Moostache Apr 2018 #11
Indeed, why the first born sons to sacrifice? angstlessk Apr 2018 #17
Early, 12? years old, likely @ services in synagogue, elleng Apr 2018 #12
I started feeling skeptical Faux pas Apr 2018 #13
I remember not wanting to go to heaven angstlessk Apr 2018 #19
Who would want to go to heaven if it was filled with a bunch of smarmy bastards? 3Hotdogs Apr 2018 #31
I was a devout Catholic all the way through my teens. GreenEyedLefty Apr 2018 #18
I agree with being a closet atheist.. angstlessk Apr 2018 #21
Same here. Only a few family members and close friends know that Arkansas Granny Apr 2018 #29
Belief in supernatural beings just does not compute for me. unblock Apr 2018 #20
You musta been lucky outta the gate! angstlessk Apr 2018 #22
Raised by the ungodly. Voltaire2 Apr 2018 #23
When I asked a nun ... GeorgeGist Apr 2018 #24
Did you get the ruler or just told not to come around again? n/t The Genealogist Apr 2018 #33
7 or 8, i can't remember Butterflylady Apr 2018 #25
First CCD class, age 7 JenniferJuniper Apr 2018 #26
They can't answer those questions Cartoonist Apr 2018 #30
i was young CelticWinter Apr 2018 #28
When I found out Santa wasn't real, they all fell like dominoes after that. CrispyQ Apr 2018 #32
Same thing here. Mr.Bill Apr 2018 #37
I never did believe iwillalwayswonderwhy Apr 2018 #34
Church was where I learned to sing harmony. CrispyQ Apr 2018 #38
yes, so called heaven05 Apr 2018 #35
I was very young too, maybe around 6-7 when I refused to recite procon Apr 2018 #39
I was 12 and asked to "confirm" my belief Thunderbeast Apr 2018 #40
Guilt was and is all Catholicism teaches angstlessk Apr 2018 #50
It wasnt til recently that I realized that Jesus wasnt a Christian LakeArenal Apr 2018 #42
Age 4 Runningdawg Apr 2018 #43
Pets are the arbitrators of god angstlessk Apr 2018 #44
When I was about 55 years old. Delmette2.0 Apr 2018 #45
I have been crawling through the Atheist Experience videos for about 2 years rurallib Apr 2018 #47
I always was. Susan Calvin Apr 2018 #48
This message was self-deleted by its author Freelancer Apr 2018 #49
Nice to see someone mention Castaneda Runningdawg Apr 2018 #52
This message was self-deleted by its author Freelancer Apr 2018 #53
the trigility angstlessk Apr 2018 #56
Can't really say there was a specific point. trotsky Apr 2018 #54
That Which Is frogmarch Apr 2018 #55
Before I was 13. sakabatou Apr 2018 #57
Like many I was raised Catholic and went to parochial school rurallib Apr 2018 #58
Never did believe that crap, yortsed snacilbuper Apr 2018 #59
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