Questions on Compassionate Friends & Hospice grief counseling

[Dark n Stormy Knight]

7. Hey, Sheltie. Thanks for all the info & suggestions you've shared.

I'm not ignoring any of it. But, between bouts of utter despair, I've been playing the distraction game, alternately working on various diverting projects, listening to non-challenging audiobooks, and watching silly, ancient movies.

Insomnia is worse than ever, I'm eating junk, & getting no exercise. The projects I'm doing are all (sitting) at my computer, organizing photos and other files. I'm in physical as well as emotional pain. I can't accomplish anything that requires any real brain power or stressful decisions.

But, if I can manage to be awake tomorrow when they'll likely be open, I'll try to call hospice.

One little action a day seems to be the most I can expect to accomplish.

I should mention that I'm fortunate to have a lovely, supportive husband here with me. (Well, at the moment he's at the grocery store & I'm practically panicking that he won't make it back. Ugh, I'm a mess.)