So strange. In the last year i could not send political info or neat ideas [View all]

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to my brother cause he was too stressed with online teaching to use up the bandwidth and he lived far away. I did forget at times. But mostly i adjusted my thinking and did not send him stuff. He died in late April. In the last 5 days every time something really salient in politics or current affaires catches me, thoughts of my brother flood. Like my brain now has a facebook link to his soul. Like he's right there. I'm back to thinking of him whenever something is interesting. I don't want to lose this even though it is upsetting. I know grief and at some point in a long while it will not be so upsetting. How do you keep such a relationship going?