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Today, I discovered this forum. I appreciate this essay you've composed.
I lost most of my hearing after a severe six-week supperative otitis; externa, media, and interna. It obliterated my tympanic membranes. I lived in a silent world. Several months later, I underwent autologous TM graft placements. When the healing had completed its course, I could hear again, albeit faintly.
When I got my first audio-assistive devices, to me it was like "The Wizard of Oz" when Dorothy landed in Oz and the film went from black-and-white to technicolor! Wondrous!! When I removed them at night before going to bed, I plunged into the silent world again.
Anyway, I've since had a couple other pairs. Right now I use Phonek devices, and I find them very user-friendly with the Phonak app. I enjoy being able to adjust the graphic equalization and the ability to have "sound-surround" or narrow the focus, among other features.
Anyway, this evening, as I was sitting outside, I needed to take them out for a moment. Sudden silence. Couldn't hear the night critters chirping, couldn't hear my wind chimes. I was reminded how fortunate we are that technology has made such great strides in this area.
I feel a bit of connection with you, since you are a musician, and I am as well. My deafness has forced me to cut short my career, but I am very grateful that I can at least enjoy being able to hear the world of sound & music again. It may not be perfect, but it beats complete silence any day!
So, I thank you for taking the time to share your opening post. It's a challenge being hearing-impaired, and while I wish we weren't, it's comforting to know I'm not alone.
Truly,
Higherarky
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