I have such sad news to share. Tudor just passed away.

[Karadeniz]

37. Sometimes our purpose is to make sure a little one has a loving departure... and that is such an

important role!! Tudor was SO fortunate to have you during his short time on earth. When you described his behavior this morning, I feared he was leaving us. I suspect he was born with failure of a vital organ. Years ago I had a little one who began screaming late at night. Since he was such a greedy guts, I made him a bottle. He emphatically refused it, which for him was an alarm. I whisked him up and raced to the emergency vet, a five minute drive, rubbing him in my lap. He was still alive when I handed him over, but they immediately told me he was gone. Based on what I don't know... they did draw some blood...
They thought his pancreas had failed. He was only a few weeks old, but I had his future mapped out, he was such a doll. Thank God I still had his brother to take care. I still had a purpose. Having your other little ones will be your biggest help. RIP Tudor... we all loved you!