My sister committed suicide today. I'm the one who.found her and

[Victor_c3]

165. To echo what everyone else has said, I can't imagine tour loss

The only thing I can say is try to take it easy with the memory of your sister.

I personally have attempted suicide before and deal with severe depression from time to time. The state of mind that she was in right before the end of her life is something that, unless you've experienced before, there is no way to understand it. Suicide is a decision that is made by a very irrational state of mind and this does not at all reflect on the person she was.

Do your best to continue to love your sister and her memory. I sincerely hope that anger about how her life ended does not corrupt that for you. She still is and always will be the person you loved and remembered her being.