Tomorrow my son would have turned 40 if

[BadgerMom]

29. My son died of Ewing's sarcoma in Jan. 2002 after having been diagnosed 9 months earlier.

He had just turned 20 a few weeks before his death. He would have turned 40 in 2021. That was an especially tough one. I’ve found, even as the years pass, that something always rocks me near his birthday and death anniversary. It may not occur on the date, but a few days before or after, I’ll be in tears.

I’m very sorry for your loss. Nothing else I’ve ever experienced even comes close to the devastation of his loss. Peace to you.