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Maybe all of you knew this already, but Ive been doing it for months and I had a near-breakdown. Please take my advice, no one should go through what I just experienced.
It's a medical condition.
And Ive had it all my life. When I was a kid, I would have spells when Id cry over trivial things. Weather. Mild criticism. Someone not responding when I said their name. And Id get lectured for being overly sensitive. (Gee, thanks.)
Its come and gone over the past fifty (Jesus!) years. Im medicated now. I have a wonderful wife, two outstanding stepchildren, and for the most part a pretty good life.
And my fking brain wont let me enjoy ANY OF THAT right now, the sh-y thing in my head keeps screaming YOU ARE OLD AND DYING AND THE WORLD SUCKS! at me. I want to go to a psych ward and get doped up to the point of comatose. But that would ruin the holidays for a lot of people.
Yes, Ive seen my doctor, hes increased my dosage. Hes recommending online therapy for my sh-y obsessive thoughts. Maybe Ill do it.
Thank you for reading. You all help me very much by letting me know there are people facing much bigger problems with a strength I could never summon. I want you to know I admire you, and you arent alone. If and when I shake this bout of sh-iness, Ill still be thinking of you. May you all stay strong.
Managing
Hi, Im a middle-aged suburban Dad with no real problems except for inheriting a depressive disorder from both parents. (Hip hip hooray, DNA!) Does anyone else feel like they have two brains sometimes, an anxious one and a serene one? Ive been depressed since a sleepless, nauseous Election Night. (Hip hip hooray, USA!) But sometimes, Ill be cheerful and productive while still battling sh!tty, invasive thoughts. Might be the meds, might be some syndrome. Any experience with this phenomenon?
I Should Write a Diet Book
My physician asked me how I lost 20 pounds in six months. I said better diet, more exercise, a bout of Covid and an election-inspired depression.
How dangerous is this anti-abortion site?
Obviously its fraudulent and unscientific, but is it dangerous for any woman who gets suckered in?
https://abortionpillreversal.com/
Gil Scott-Heron said it in 1981 and it's relevant again:
Mandate, my ass!
https://m.
Favorite Stupid Song Lyric - Go!
Such a rich vein of material, almost infinite, such as:
Like Angie Dickinson in Big Bad Mama
Youre starring in your own B-movie drama!
Matt Walsh, the new Ashton Kutcher?
https://redstate.com/jimthompson/2024/11/11/matt-walsh-announces-that-he-will-be-in-the-trump-cabinet-as-project-2025-czar-n2181850Blogger, crypto-fascist, and self-proclaimed troll Matt Walsh supposedly punked the libs with a phony tweet about being named Cabinet Director of Project 2025 implementation.
Um . . did anyone fall for this?
Why are horror movies so comforting to some of us?
For example, my wife and I have watched Rosemarys Baby about ten times this fall, with the occasional break for Nope. The looming menace is oddly reassuring.
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Name: Paul MoultonGender: Male
Hometown: Palatine IL
Home country: United States
Current location: Home
Member since: Sun Nov 10, 2024, 02:31 PM
Number of posts: 53